{"id":2677,"date":"2024-07-02T20:31:43","date_gmt":"2024-07-03T03:31:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/teahousehome.com\/booksandcoffee\/?p=2677"},"modified":"2024-07-03T09:47:58","modified_gmt":"2024-07-03T16:47:58","slug":"life-watercolor-paint-and-fear-of-failure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/teahousehome.com\/booksandcoffee\/2024\/07\/02\/life-watercolor-paint-and-fear-of-failure\/","title":{"rendered":"Life: Watercolor paint (and fear of failure)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The last time I made a small watercolor painting, it turned out badly.  Like the normal, totally well-adjusted person I am, I decided it turned out badly because <strong>I am a terrible painter<\/strong>, no matter how many decent paintings I produced in the past, and so I avoided watercolor painting for several years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Most of this was based on a misunderstanding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Back when I was a starving architecture school student, I could only buy small amounts of paint at a time.  A tube of transparent watercolor here, another tube there, a lot of skilled mixing, and I could get by.  I experimented and made some decent paintings with my mismatched tiny tubes, and I was happy.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My first FULL boxed set of watercolors YEARS later was Holbein&#8217;s <em>Ir\u00f3dori<\/em> Antique Watercolors. I had been a regular user of Holbein&#8217;s regular watercolors (they released colors that matched the landscape of my trips to Japan SO PERFECTLY!).  I liked colors in traditional paintings, so I thought this was the right choice for me. Yet, my paintings with these colors all&#8230; lacked something. I blamed myself, put them away, and moved onto other things (including watercolor pencils, and a travel set of a different brand of watercolors, which I worked more effectively with). Years passed, I brought the set out again, painted a rather muddy painting of a Japanese scene form one of my own photos, blamed myself, and put them away again. I was already so familiar with Holbein, I couldn&#8217;t figure out why I&#8217;d become so RUSTY.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>YouTube sorted me out. An artist with a shop called <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/lUWQd4jNDig?si=Kaq4-b_JSy5zSv-m\">Hino Art Materials in Vietnam reviewed Holbein&#8217;s new sets of <em>Ir\u00f3dori<\/em> GOUACHE<\/a>. Yes, Holbein re-relased the colors as OPAQUE watercolors, to giddiness from YouTube. She recommended not mixing these paints (they are very saturated, and muddy easily) and showed off a lovely gouache painting on a dark blue background. She showed off that some colors have been reformulated, but not all of them. Perhaps my existing set, even before this re-release, could be used like opaque paints?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So today, a precious day off work, I broke out BLACK WATERCOLOR PAPER (a thing that wasn&#8217;t available when I first purchased these paints so long ago) and white watercolor paper, and tested the paint out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/teahousehome.com\/booksandcoffee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/Holbein-Irodori-testing-AEG-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Two sheets of watercolor paper, one black, one white, with circles of Holbein Irodori watercolors painted upon them to show saturation and opacity.\" class=\"wp-image-2678\" srcset=\"https:\/\/teahousehome.com\/booksandcoffee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/Holbein-Irodori-testing-AEG-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/teahousehome.com\/booksandcoffee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/Holbein-Irodori-testing-AEG-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/teahousehome.com\/booksandcoffee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/Holbein-Irodori-testing-AEG.jpg 1000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><em>Casual testing of Holbein Irodori Antique Watercolor on Clairefontaine mixed media black and Arches hot press white papers.<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Oh, YES. So many of these colors are HIGHLY OPAQUE and look great on black paper. The great colors and saturation on white watercolor paper had fooled me! If only I&#8217;d had more experience with gouache when I purchased these, I could have put these to better use, and stuck to transparent colors for those other projects. Now that I understand their opacity, I can use them like gouache (and mix them with opaque white as needed when they need an opacity boost), and perhaps resist buying those French and German gouaches a bit longer&#8230; And actually get to enjoy these without fear of failure built in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>(Oh, that Antique Bronze Blue in particular is the color of the sky hours after sunset&#8230; I could USE that&#8230;)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The last time I made a small watercolor painting, it turned out badly. Like the normal, totally well-adjusted person I am, I decided it turned out badly because I am a terrible painter, no matter how many decent paintings I produced in the past, and so I avoided watercolor painting for several years. 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